** a deep heavy sigh **
Life sometimes can be so unpredictable. Several questions had been racing through my mind today and decided to trash them.. Still, not able to fully flush them off my mind.. Started the morning and didn't really quite like it coz one of my ex-classmate came to my usual breakfast area, we met and had a short chat.. The very first question posed from her was, howz life, married oredi (darn question), or rather engaged or have boyfriend oredi? oh! great! Someone who had set me up previously into a love triangle and herself having to marry that guy (hence, causing hateful hurts in the process.. vicious..), tried to show some form of "concern".
What a way to start the morning and week.. Anyway, a perpetual hypocrite she is to me. Can't help but to talk to her though I didn't enjoy a single minute of it. What a loadful of craps.. I pray that I'll never bump into her anymore. Day passed like a long drag till late noon when I received a bad news abt my colleague who passed on yesterday. It was so sudden. Many of us were shocked to receive the news and trying to come to terms with the news.
I was kindda shocked too coz I juz had a chat with this colleague not long ago. Now she's gone home with the Lord (I thank God for this coz Jesus brought her home and not the stupid egg). Praise Jesus!! No doubt that she had a short life, I believe that she is now happy in Heaven with no more stress and ultimately, she's with Lord Jesus.. This time, I wonder how did Lord Jesus bring her home? Sounds silly but the way that she left was very weird (though she died of stroke).
Anyway, none of my business to know how she passed away. However, I'm indeed happy that she is with the Lord right now. She had left a very deep impression to me now, even though I hadn't work with her and will never be able to work with her anymore. Heard a lot abt her. Initially, I had quite a bad impression of her coz of her grouchiness (well.. ppl under extreme stress tend to be extra grouchy). But after chatting with her abt a mth ago, I realised that she is a very nice lady. My other colleagues broke down actually and told me so much abt her.
Unfortunately, I didn't get a chance to know her more. But I'm looking on the brighter side that I'll get to see her in Heaven again!! Praise God! However, i can't help feeling sad. I told my colleagues, why do we have to work to the extremes? Stress, workload, politics are going to drain off life from every one of us. But I still thank God that He brought me to NCC to receive the Word of Life. With this, I still believe that life will get better (be it in the office, home, social, etc). Reason? All because of Jesus! I have the blood bought right to remain alive, healthy, prosperous and I still believe the divine favor of God is always upon me, my family and friends.
Bless the Name of our Lord Jesus!! Praise Jesus! :D
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amen to our Life-giver!
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